I don’t know where do I start.
The past years of my life has been amazing having you by my side. You got on my last nerve as did I on yours & we still stuck through as long as we did.
I want you to know that I don’t hate you, I never could. Along with everyone else from my past. I prayed against it & its helped. A while ago I posed a question ;
“How’s it gonna be when you don’t know me anymore?” and vice versa. In the week I answered myself ;
“Exactly the way it is now”.
I can’t tell you how many things has been put into perspective to me after you left. Honestly besides getting me roses, It was the best thing you done. You’re an absolute charm. For as long as I’ve known you have been.
I don’t need to tell you about that anymore. I’m pretty sure she’ll have it covered in future. I do wish you the best. In everything & a happy birthday in advance.
I know you’re going to be okay. And I also know how tough life can become at times but I promise you, Surrender it all to God like I have & It will all be okay. Don’t be afraid to throw yourself in the deep end & do what’s best for you. I know you’re not like everyone else is. TYPICAL (until proven otherwise) the question is do you?
My pretty white dress I wear on sunday for the first time. You remember the one
I told you about? So maybe I didn’t wear it for the occasion I planned too, But I’m now about to wear it for an even better one.
I doodled a note saying “Wait for the white dress” meaning when I wore it I’d have made sense of what happened – everything that’s happened
(Melodrama I know) And this is it. I have.
I’m tempted to say it, But I won’t.
I do hope that one day IF we bump into each other nothing but good memories will cross both our minds & that we’ll smile at each other remembering them in that moment. No hard feelings?
Take care of yourself okay?
Sign
Well… 15/16 year old me.
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