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21 Tuesday Oct 2014
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in20 Monday Oct 2014
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inLike most teenager’s I feel like what’s the point?
People (Especially older people) are going to lift their noses to almost everything you do.
Even Jesus was criticised.
And who am I if I think I’m invincible from it?
I don’t know if people just criticise due to their lack of understanding but a few weeks ago, from a youth programme I learnt that people are afraid of things they don’t understand, Things they can not understand. Is so unfair though, cause if we all didn’t make any means to understand what’s beyond us, where would we find ourselves? Its a rhetorical question I constantly ask myself. People in general should start doing the same thing, everything has a ripple effect most definitely. So just imagine if we all thought about how our actions would affect the next person and imagine the type of world we’d live in if we all cared for the next person almost as much as we care for ourselves.
John 13:34 reads ;
A new commandment I give unto you, That you love one another as I have loved you. As impossible as it may seem at times Altruism is not such a bad thing.
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19 Sunday Oct 2014
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inWhen you’re young, All you want to do is grow up, So you rush things like : Having all your firsts because almost EVERY (Teenage) MOVIE shows you how great it is to be older & to experience them. They portray what its like to fall inlove & crush on someone. To have best friends, party, drink smoke & live by the acronym “YOLO”.
They convince you of things like :
You’re inlove when all it ever is, Is infatuation & probably fascination too. That friendship lasts forever unless someone’s moving away.
That drinking and smoking is part of “Having fun”
They broadcast what high school’s like. All fun games & absolutely no dedication to anything unless its sport or being “Popular” and if there is SOME dedication to school work you’re known as a nerd.
Basically movie’s just go against everything what being a teenager is actually like.
You’re NEVER gonna get straight A’s without dedication & persistence
You’re NEVER gonna get the guy of your so called “Dreams” and marry him.
You sooo aren’t gonna be best friends with people you planned to be “Forever” apart of your life
You aren’t gonna be “Known” unless you’re a stoner like everyone else is.
You never gonna fit in and you’ll always be invisible because to most people in high school its about what meets the eye.
You aren’t gonna be remembered for the right things unless its by your teachers.
HIGH SCHOOL & BEING A TEENAER
is what makes your the person you’re meant & suppose to be.
Its a place where you should be free to express yourself & create yourself at the same pace.
Its a place to experience things that could and probably would implicate how you see things for the rest of your life.
Its a place to make mistakes COUNTLESS times EVEN if its to make ONE great decision in the future.
Screw living in someone else’s legacy being a teenager is about CREATING YOUR OWN.
my advice is simple and its what I personally chose to live by.
“Learn, LOVE laugh & LIVE one day at a time”
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER so enjoy every moment.
Its a rollercoaster ride & you’ll never be prepared for it so unless you’re open to its lessons it has to teach – You’re in for a hell of a ride.
Enjoy being a child/teenager it ends too soon. You have the rest of your life to be grown up.
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18 Saturday Oct 2014
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inI thought about you again last night, I think about you quite often at times. I guess I do miss you. A lot. I don’t want you back in my life though. Nor apart of it, But its of no use really because you’ll always be a part of me.
I read this thing that said ;
What seems to be your MR/MRS right, might only
be for RIGHT NOW…
It made so much sense when I reflected on it. When we met I remember how broken everything around me felt & for that time you helped me hold it together, Helped me get through it. That’s still why I still have no doubt that we were God’s plan but just not for as long as WE had planned.
Its amazing how God works really & its scary too but I’ve come to a point where I’ve started practising what I preach. With God at the centre of everything, EVERYTHING will be okay. I know now for sure because up until this point it has been.
Several times this time’s week, I’ve gotten what I take as compliments. A few people told me I look happy, Which I genuinely am, I thought I needed you to be happy & I guess at some point I did, But not anymore.
Sam Smith sings
“I wish this could be over now, But I know that I still need you here”
I don’t need you anymore My bighead & its finally over, it took me a while to let go as we both know. As I said I’m happy. REALLY TRULY HAPPY. I hope you are too because you deserve to be. Thank you for being what I needed at some point in my life I’ll always be grateful.
P.s I will always love you.
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16 Thursday Oct 2014
Posted faith ♡
inIts not easy trusting. Trusting God isn’t either. Reason being that its as though he constantly has something up his sleeve, Which he does. His “Master Plan” its been said that God’s plans for us exceed even our highest expectations & that in order to fulfil your fate you should grow your FAITH
. “Let your faith be bigger than your fears”
Its hard enough but I think even though you have absolutely NO reason to believe that everything will be okay… You should acknowledge that with time & God it always is – It always always is.